sometimes, i wish i could go back and do things differently and know the difference now. at least somethings might have turned out better.

it's really, really, REALLY fucking annoying when people don't get the hint, or more annoyingly so, something in their face. i mean seriously, how stupid can people get?

depending on others only sets yourself up for disappointment. if i cannot stand on my own, what good what it do to lean on others? take them down with me? so many facets to this...like a toddler learning to walk, the parents are there to catch him and help him up if he falls. but after a while, the toddler will learn to pick himself up instead ( Read more... )

*yawn* didn't even think before agreeing to cover my freind at work...four days in a row...more hours=more money, but also=less time for homework...guess i can only do my best...

yay for me, i got a job. makes for a total of 2.5 jobs. i count one of them as half cause i don't get paid by RHA, but all the fun stuff that goes on makes up for it ( Read more... )

wow...it's been a month since i updated (plus one day). well, back in LA. ...well, that's all for now.

so many feelings, twinges, urges, things...running through me. i'm kinda anxious, yet impatient to begin the trip home (i dunno, the promise of a long road trip does that to me). i'm kinda stressed cause i have a bio exam in about 11 hours that i forgot about and then refused to study for, but i'm kinda confident, yet quaking inside. and urges ( Read more... )

suxx being sick...especially right before a big event...all i could think about was getting up the stairs and down the hall to my room...and sleeping, so much that i forgot i had a list of things to do (albeit a short one, but a list nonetheless)...i really hope the 2 out of the 4 officers were able to plan well without me. i feel so lame, like i ( Read more... )

huh. guess i'd better do my laundry soon. almost out of soxx, only five pairs left. that and i have to wash some t-shirts and my jeans. i swear i left a good chunk of my shirts at home. that i really want to find a biking buddy. maybe i'll pester chris, see if he'll show me some trails, he did offer, i think i will take him up on it. *yawn* ( Read more... )

stuff happens...like dumbass freshmen running wild. granted, there are exceptions, but those exceptions are rare. like my roommate for example. very mature and responsible, yet knows how to have fun. others...well...i'll be nice and say they lack brains. i swear, "freedom" does something to people (mainly college freshmen, fresh outta high ( Read more... )