I fell for him. I tried to deny it this whole time, but I did. I am an idiot. I knew it would happen. He has a girlfriend of 5 years that he intends to marry, even after this. I know I fell and fell hard because he's leaving today, to go home before winter term, then he's graduating early. And when he told me that, texted it to me, like we do ( Read more... )

Coming to the University of Hartford was the best decision of my life. I got lucky enough to become legit. best friends with the girl I stayed with at orientation and I have more friends than I can count and name. It's so awesome walking around anywhere at any given time or sitting in the Commons and having at least three or four people say hello ( Read more... )

There are so many ways to go out. I wish I could commit to one. Pardon the pun.

I hate this.

47 days

I'm getting more miserable as the days go on.

( Long time no write )

( I haven't written in here in ages )

I'm actually quite relieved and happy that I got denied from SUNY Albany. Now where the hell is Umass?!?!?! Friggen Jessica and her stuck up ass has been ranting about how she got in but she's too good for it. She makes me so angry, all the time. I wish I never had to talk to her, but there's nowhere else to sit in English or homeroom without ( Read more... )

So I woke up at 4:30 this morning. Can we talk about how much that sucks? I wasn't even tired, just restless. I did laundry, drank green tea, and watched Law & Order until 6. Then I got ready and the Heemsoths came to get me at 8 and we went down to University of Hartford for the day. I met a girl named Liz (apparently Liz and Ashley sound the ( Read more... )

( Procrastination is apparently mastered during one's senior year. )