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May 02, 2005 22:26


sometimes i just want to give up

i HATE this

so i went to a new psychiatrist today and she was really awesome.  but she determined that i had situational depression.  well i could have told her that.

things aren't enjoyable anymore.  my mind is constantly racing.  i feel like all these feelings and thoughts are consuming me and strangling me and ( Read more... )

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kiss_of_the_sun May 3 2005, 03:08:41 UTC
i love you Adelaide.

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k1ss_the_stars May 3 2005, 04:12:24 UTC
thanks miss. i love you too.

for real.

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cait88 May 3 2005, 23:38:36 UTC
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i love you so much
more than you will ever know and more than ive shown
i feel like ive been a bad friend lately...
i know that now, more than ever, you need your friends but i dont know what to do or say. youve probably heard everything, a million times, over and over again. but if theres one thing i can do, i can definintely listen. if you ever need to talk, shop, or whatever, please let me know because i miss talking to you and hanging out with you.
i love you soo much add!

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__sellout May 5 2005, 00:21:25 UTC
hey, i know you probably don't know me, but i go to your school, and i've seen you around and heard people talk about how sweet you are. i know this is probably really akward for you, as you don't know me, but i just wanted to say that what you wrote was probably the cutest/sweetest thing i have ever read. i just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. oh, it might help if you knew my name, it's Megan. =]

muchlove.

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cathy831 May 5 2005, 02:06:47 UTC
Hey girl it't Catherine. I had fun the other day when you came to Hints with us. We should def. hang out again. I know we aren't close friends or anything but I just want you to know that I have been praying for you every night. I can't even begin to imagine the things you are going through but It is so awesome that you haven't given up on God and your family and friends because they are the only people who will help you through everything. Please give me a call sometime and we can hang out or something!

Catherine

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Adelaide. xswttemptationx May 9 2005, 18:02:19 UTC
Hey Adelaide this is Meredith Becraft . .. I'm Catherine Ann's Sister . . . I know we havn't talked and what your going through I honestly don't even think that I can imagine - but in certain aspects of it I can clearly understand you. I don't know if you and my sister have talked a lot of what but life has thrown me some crazy things in the past three years. I know i've asked God why me out of all the other tennagers at Northwest has to go through some of the things that I have had to. I can't lie to you- I probably blamed God for about two years for all the bad things that kept happening in my life. I can sit here and tell you that Last week was the point where I realized that out of all the people in this world nobody will EVER be there for me like God will. I think we tend to feel more comforted by the things that we can actually see and feel here on earth . . . and sometimes we don't realize that even though he isn't here physically he is in our hearts and our soul and we can go to him ANYTIME we want. I know that me ( ... )

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