"And even if your plane crashes tonite you'll find a way to disapoint me..."

[ka1ley182]

Ka1LeY182: Hey
Watterman69: what up
Ka1LeY182: thanks...
Watterman69: sorry...
Ka1LeY182: why couldn't you just call? to say goodbye, happy birthday, congratulations on GRADUATING...was it that hard to think of ME for 2 seconds?
Watterman69: just cuz im in europe doesnt mean i wont call
Watterman69: im not dead to the world over there
Ka1LeY182: hunni..

Comments

[scrumtralecent]

Yeah its funny how you can mean so much to someone for two years then one day suddenly they cant even give you the time of day... Those people *cough cough* arent even worth it...
"I have so many people in my life that APPRECIATE me.." you know how true that is... dont let him have the satisfaction that he means that much to you.... when its comes down to the end of the day the people that are around you are the ones that care and give you comfort, not the one or ones that have left you behind... Dont even give him the idea that you might care... hes NOT worth it!

[ka1ley182]

Correct.
But define "people that care". The girls? Doubt it. The guys? Yea. But things are different. I'm realizing I'm growing up fast and I'm not gonna waste my time on old "friends?" that aren't worth it either. Maybe this is about him..but maybe its to a certain large group of people who've I've lost touch with. You have to actually talk and hang out with someone to consider them a "close friend"...so exactly what ARE we? I love ya...but hunni, things are different.
"Well, I guess this is growing up..."

[ka1ley182]

I re-read that and I didn't mean it to sound bitchy at all, just stating the obvious.
But thankyou for your thoughts and words of widsom. Always appriciated.

yooo :)

[xoxswtdreamsxox]

its good that he is more than dead to you...don't waste your time dwelling with those who don't have the decency to give you the time of day. you DO have friends and you DO have people that actually genuinely care about you. as long as you have those two things you will always have something to fall back upon. i know it seems as though old friends may not be there but thats what you learn. you learn who is important to you and who matters. as long as you have a few people that you love being around and can talk to, then you are golden. i'm always here for you like i've always told you...no matter what it is i'm open ears. just keep your chin up even though it will be hard, i don't blame you for being so angry with him, u have every right to be...whether or not he can see it, it crushes you to see that he meant everything to you..at one point. just try and smile and laugh, it'll get ur mind off things. don't let him eat up your thoughts. <33 love ya!

Re: yooo :)

[ka1ley182]

Hunni, you are my air! Without you I couldn't breathe. Thankyou for every confidence boast there is. :) I <3 you!
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