The other day was just horrible for me, starting with a bad morning which led to a self-pitying mood which lingered for the rest of the day. I had even started an LJ entry to vent and rant but at the last minute deleted it all. Instead, the next day I was thinking of ways to try and improve myself and that seemed like a much better use of space ( Read more... )

Listening to a conversation mom was having with our vet a few weeks ago got me thinking some, off and on. Money can buy a lot of things, but not happiness. Well, it can buy a form of happiness, but not the real thing. Not the stuff that counts, like love, true friendship, trust ( Read more... )

Just over a week ago now, I think, Elsa’s husband (Roy) had a heart attack and then a by-pass surgery if I heard everything correctly. One day earlier this week I got home and Mom told me that he was back in the hospital and in ICU; apparently when he went back in for another surgery they found a hole in his heart, his blood pressure was horribly ( Read more... )

So, after about a week and a half of thinking, overthinking, and triple-thinking, I finally got up the nerve the other day to speak to the shipping/receiving manager about staying in shipping. He said HE liked the idea but he would have to talk to HR and some others. I talked to my supervisor this morning and, after getting all teary-eyed (being ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I want any more.

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There are some things that flash into my mind, realizations, that just catch me off-guard. Last week I was at work when a sudden thought smacked me up-side the head; unless something changes in the next year or two I don’t think I’m ever going to have kids. The rush of feelings that came along behind this was an equal mix of relief (I think?) and ( Read more... )