yay, got a new computer and im quite happy about it, can pretty much go on whenever i want since i dont have to worry about invading their privacy and such in their room so this is a lot easier especailly during school days since all of our schedules are pretty different. well yeah, its cool. dont get why they didnt just give it to me on christmas ( Read more... )

im not gonna lie, im damn excited to see a shot at love's finale. hah. my favoirte show. <3 dani better win or ill cry. im gonna be so tired tomorrow for losing an hour of sleep but its worth it. hah. & in i love new york 2 tailor made won, i was so happy. haha. i hated buddha, so i was happy and i jumped up and was like "yess!" haha. i have no

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im tired of hearing about his family and his house. its so freakin annoying. just shut up. hah. no its seriously so annoying. he wants me to come over tuesday for his birthday but he says till like 9 and i have school the next day so im probably not gonna go, i dont wanna go anyway. i wish this would just end, and then i have to meet them all ( Read more... )

Walking around aimlessly by myself ( Read more... )

i have to see my father every weekend now for sure, i fucking hate this. my weekends are all gonna suck now and im gonna have no time for myself. and i barely have enough time for homework and projects, this is going to screw everything up. i cant wait to get a job. then i can definetly get out of sleeping over and stuff..i have to once april comes ( Read more... )

yeah, tiring, but fun. yesterday we went to the mall, first half of it shopped with laura and we got like all our christmas shopping, then she left and i shopped with my mom to finish up shopping and we had pizza for dinner. saw adam for like a second cause he saw me in gap, hah. um, i dont know. it was fun i guess, still need to get one more thing ( Read more... )

shoot me. all he talks about is his stupid wife. and he acts so fake, its so freaking annoying, he wanted me to meet his new family, hell no. i hate him. >< i have to see him next weekend again.

the other day i was talking to corey again about possibly being bi and all and i really think i may be and corey agrees with me. um...i dont know though. i want to be positive before people start finding out and stuff. and accidently in art today i said i dont know when ashley asked if i was bi...um, im stupid? and people probably heard and im just ( Read more... )

have to see my father friday and hes calling me tomorrow. we got out of the stupid counciling at least but still, i really dont want to see him at all. my weekends are going to suck now, there goes hanging out with people, make it even harder. and how am i supposed to go christmas shopping? ugh. stressful. i hate my life and i still miss andrew. ( Read more... )