I am no longer posting in this journal. I might keep it for a while but eventually I will delete it. It served me well, but my life is so different now than when I started it, it began to feel cumbersome ( Read more... )

It's Halloween and I have nowhere to go. No parties, no dress up...nuthin ( Read more... )

I am so hungry. I am sick and tired of thinking about food. I obsses about food the way someone with an eating disorder does. Maybe I have a kind of eating disorder cause I sure as fuck can't seem to eat like a normal person. What will I eat? will I satify my cravings or be healthy, why, oh why does it feel like my happiness depends on nachos ( Read more... )

Steve and I are thinking about having another bebe. Not thinking, we are, just haven't started trying. There is much preparation to be done. We are going to try for a boy with the 'choose the sex' method. Basically you time intercourse with ovulation in such a way that you are more likely to have one or the other ( Read more... )

yesterday, Stella's first birthday. We had a great day ( Read more... )

Can someone please explain to me how a whole host of cough*self-righteous*cough mothers would be pro-choice and yet be ALLLL for banning the sale of formula or making it available only by perscription ( Read more... )

we have date night tonight. A baseball game. I want a date night that would be fun for ME! Something involving cocktails and throbbing bass ( Read more... )

Stella has discovred Kronos's food table. He has his water and food bowl on a little stand and she is tall enough and pulling up for it to be the perfect level to play. Right now she is over there covred in water, splashing around, with handfuls of dry dog food in her mouth chewing away. Water and food scattred all over the floor, banging the ( Read more... )

We are off to Toronto tomorrow morning. I am excited and nervous ( Read more... )

But I am seriously disgusted and nauseated by the cheerleader ( Read more... )