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So much....
These past few weeks have been an ultimate nightmare. Depression/anxiety at it's highest lately. Kids are home from school until August/September so I've been dealing with them fighting 24/7 and I'm so stressed from that it's not funny. Got cut hours at work so instead of 40 hours I'm only working 30 a week. Guy I like says he likes me but also ( Read more... ) -
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Your heart decides Quickly that you should be in love and your mind this time goes along with it. But are you ready for such love and affection to the point where all you want to do is be with that person but you also want to take it slow. I am not used to someone wanting to help me or be there for me the way he does. I want him here with me and at ( Read more... ) -
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the last 4 months
so April 25th I left my abusive boyfriend of 2 years and moved back in with my mom. since then I haven't really accomplished anything except the little stuff a mommy is supposed to do. I got to spend time with my closest friends and i'm so happy about it. Sami had his first day of first grade today and he was so excited. he come home and told me ( Read more... ) -
needing a life badly
sitting here bored with nothing to do sometimes I wish I was back in Franklin with my bestie just hanging out and chilling or gettin drunk lol I miss those days. Angie is my bffl I miss her and everyone else like tons here I havé no friends or a life really at least there I could go anywhere and literally run into anyone I know I wish I had friends ( Read more... ) -
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I hate my life so much...
let's see my fiance is a cheap skate who always steals shit... I can't even get the meds I need cause he won't pay for them.. can't get diapers cause he won't buy them... I hate my life it's going nowhere
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frustrated
well what can I say lately I'm stressed and now apparently I'm not giving my boyfriend what he needs sexually so it is official I can't do a damn thing right anymore. I was going to get Sami off the bus come back and he's watching porn and he tells me that I'm not giving him what he.needs sexually... what am I supposed to do give him a piece of ass ( Read more... ) -
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I can't figure out why my boyfriend has something called vault it hides sms messages pictures and stuff like that. I dont understand does he plan on cheating on me and needs a way to hide it all? I wish I had someone to talk to these days but I dont have anyone anymore even my husband is secretive.
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today
well today we got to go view my stepdaughters mom and all say our final goodbyes it was interesting. Things are getting a little easier for Britney and her dad. we have been doing quite well with everything. Tomorrow we go to the memorial service for her mom then over to her moms fiancees family's for food. then gotta come pickup the monkeys from ( Read more... ) -
what to do
I'm just so confused on every thing I don't know what to do in all this turmoil I'm shaking I have an upset stomach and on top of it all I just want to go to bed and sleep I don't want to be awake. my anniversary is going horribly I can't eat and I just don't want to do anything my boyfriend and his daughter and his mom are all shutting me out in ( Read more... )