Today had its ups and downs. I woke up earlier without a lot of sleep under my belt because I had to work at 10, but once I get there I'm immediately dismiss because someone fucking schedule too many people at once. The food wasn't even put out yet, so I had to go home empty fucking handed. Gas is 3.05 now, fucking ridiculous. I want to move ( Read more... )

is what this semester has been.  Everyone has at least one, or so I'm told.  And besides, it is summer.  When was the last time I had a free summer?  Then again, when was the last time I went to school during any other time of the year?  Those really aren't excuses, just random groups of words that I'm using to try and make myself feel better about ( Read more... )

Well, I've been giving it thought, and thought, and more thought.  More than likely,  I'll be staying put this winter.  I'm somewhat tired of moving around.  I'd like to move out of my house, get an apartment somewhere that isn't Detroit, but I don't feel like trying to move out of state, especially with so little resources.  I guess it'll be... ( Read more... )

I'm frustrated.  I'm bored.  I'm envious.  I'm lonely.  I'm hot as a sun.  There's all these emotions and thoughts that run in and out of me, day after day, making a ruckus.  It's unbearably loud in here, inside my head.  The songs that usually calm me, songs of sharing kisses and climbing mountains in the distance, leave me flustered, hot n ( Read more... )

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I was really worried this time.  I will be practicing what I preached up until now ( Read more... )

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I've been thinking about death lately...probably too much.  I don't know why, but more than ever it's apparent that I'm going to cease to exist at some point in the near or hopefully far (but not far enough) future.  I guess I'm growing up even more and even the fairy tales of Heaven or something of the sort just aren't believable anymore.  Either ( Read more... )

Back from Columbus now.  The festival was excellent.  More than anything I was glad to see Basak before she leaves for Turkey.  If you don't come back I'll cry rivers, or enough to fill a kiddie pool at least.  I'll upload pictures later, when I feel I have the patience to do it (fucking dial-up). 

So I've been desperately trying to get a new phone for the past week with no real progress.  Verizon has a pretty sweet so so deal for a phone w/o a contract.  The catch is, well, it's Verizon.  Not only do I owe them an exaggerated amount of money from when I had a contract with them, but they're phone record disclosing bastards.  I'm not sure I ( Read more... )