I had a longer post for this one. I had a lot of things to say. I wanted to say so much ( Read more... )

Last day of January. A whole new year ahead, clean slate, blank canvas, new roll of film, and all that jazz. I've spent the last 31 days looking back at my life thus far, and looking at the last year in particular. Last year because it was probably one of the most eventful years of my life, excluding the year that my son was born because that *was ( Read more... )

You know, I've been sitting here for the past hour and typing. And I just erased it all. I guess I wasn't as ready to pour all this shit out of my head as I thought I was. Pat complains that I don't open up enough, or at all, really. And it's true. I don't like letting go of my thoughts, I don't like sharing parts of myself with other people. I don ( Read more... )

Hmm... not quite sure why I'm writing in this thing still. I make an update maybe every two months and then I don't even look at this page for a long ass time. And the only time I ever use this anymore is to just vent. Well... at least, that's kinda why I'm using it tonight ( Read more... )

Yeah, sorry I've neglected this. I've been meaning to write for a very long time now, but I've been so busy with school and everything, it just kinda went by the wayside ( Read more... )

For all you fuckers back home who never believed I would come this far, here's a great big "FUCK YOU!" That's right, I said it, all of you. Dustin, Richard, my uncle, everyone who ever doubted for a second. Fuck you ( Read more... )

Okay, been a while since I updated. Been kinda of busy with school and everything. Guess I should probably let people know I'm still alive ( Read more... )

Well, we made it. We're here, in Cali. We're in Carpinteria to be exact. It's a nice little town. Cute and quiet mostly. A lot of the stores and cafes and such close down before five o'clock and only the nice restaraunts and bars stay open any later ( Read more... )

Well, we're leaving tomorrow. God, it seems like it was just yesterday that I had this half-cocked idea that, dammit, I was going to apply to an art school and study photography. If I'd known what was going to happen, would I have done it? I don't know. I never imagined that I'd be accepted by my first choice of photography schools, let alone the ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't updated in quite a while. Been a little busy with packing and getting everything together and all that great shit ( Read more... )