Yeah, I'm really restless tonight. No idea why. I don't even feel well enough to be truly restless, but there's just something wrong. It's like I can't concentrate on anything. I can't sit down and do anything, because nothing holds my attention for very long. In fact, I've tried to write here like four times tonight and only got as far as the main ( Read more... )

Okay, haven't updated in a while. I've been meaning to, but haven't. I haven't felt well for the last couple of days. Like, Friday I was dizzy and hot and hurt all over. Yesterday, I felt a little better. Good enough to go out with Pat and his boss and coworkers. I'm paying for that little jaunt today. My stomach is really upset ( Read more... )

The nightmares came last night like I knew they would. I woke up a few minutes ago to my own screams. No one's home. These walls won't speak of what they've seen and heard ( Read more... )

Just a small rant to start with ( Read more... )

Okay, if you'd have asked me a month ago what the most frustrating part of being an artist was, I would've said lack of creativity ( Read more... )

Okay... who wants to join me in a resounding: "What the fuck ( Read more... )

I think I'm having a panic attack. Don't know, can't explain it. The house is empty around me, just me and my music. Baby's at daycare, mom and dad are at work. Just me here. And the music ( Read more... )

Submit : To yield oneself to the power of another.
Surrender : To give up possession; to relinquish possession ( Read more... )

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Okay, I've got a few things on my mind that I need to vent, so bear with me a while ( Read more... )