Everyone becomes a friend when I am drunk, and everyone's a stranger when I'm high.

you want to know what it says? Fine. This is the basic idea, with a lot of the really mean parts cut out ( Read more... )

I was hoping to avoid being sad. I tried to distance and distract myself but it didn't work. I want more of you. I hope that you aren't trying to find someone else to make you feel the way we felt because without you there is no one out there for me. Sure, there are boys who think they love me, but I do not love them. And I wont. I can't. It's not ( Read more... )

on the way to seattle I felt sick to my stomach.

I am going to the wrong house.

I wanted to turn around and run. How do I do that?

I miss you more than I thought could be possible.

I am sitting here and I can't stop thinking about you. and I hate that I can't stop thinking about you because I'm afraid you might be done with me. and I don't want to like you because that makes me a terrible person but dammit, I like you. But I also don't want to stop knowing you. you are a rad person even if I can't kiss and bite you like I

Alicia I need you!
I always knew Danny was my nemesis.

I do not want anymore of those things. I tend to grab at the worst possible choice a situation offers me, so I should not get into situations ( Read more... )

why do I keep looking? I just see awful things that make my already shattered heart wither and die. You do not care that you are hurting me so badly.

why do I want you so much?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we'll see where this goes.

I had this whole good bye message all typed out for you. It took me like two hours to compose. But then I accidentally erased it. I guess it wasn't meant to be sent