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[kaleidoscopenat]

It re-hit me today, the act of breaking up. What got me about it was what it actually means to "end it", for that person and for yourself and for the futures of both. It's hitting me now I suppose because I am at such a crossroad myself, with the fork in the road being the reality that my "we" might soon be drastically cut into a "me." Things aren'

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[harmonybelle]

Goosebumps

[rokfrk]

wow...thatz good...but tough...i completely understand da way u let urself grow round a person becomin part of them...so hard 2 juz walk away and let it all go w/ all da work u have put in...but maybe it'll be better dis way...better juz 2 chill out and wait on God timin u know? love you girl!! muah*

[j2k27]

Breaking up withsomeone can feel like a thousand little deaths. And unlike when someone dies, you have to deal with the fact that person you loved and lost is still out their breathing, living and quite probably loving someone else. This is when we need to run, not walk back to God and hold on to His love and His opinions regarding our beauty, worth and integrity in order to keep our self esteem intact. Take care baby doll!

[watchtowel]

You just took an online self test where it asked you all of these unrelated weird questions, and you answered them inocently and hit the submit button and it responds saying:

You feel very deeply. It's as if your mind has invisible feelers that penetrate and build a root network around and through his heart. And you wonder as you get to know him better, if it is safe to recline on him, to rely on him, to rest in him because something in you really wants to. Something inside you longs to become one with him.

And you read this and wonder what kind of idiotic test that was.

When you run back to Jesus, ask him to heal the stumps where your roots tore off, because he will. It's a painful process, but I don't know how else you are supposed to find the one he created for you to meld.