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I hate mysef...
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My mother likes to go through my belongings and throw things away or donate them without asking me. She sees it as keeping the house clean. I'd argue that they're my property and she doesn't have the right to do so, but then she says they were bought with her money even if they were gifts and she has every right to choose. /cries in the corner all ( Read more... ) -
Wow. Feel the love from my dementia mother…
Just wow. Tonight she's showing her true colors in all their twisted and cruel glory.
She had me go grocery shopping late at night alone while she ordered in pizza from some Italian restaurant I've never heard of. When I came back she and my sister (who gets roped into obeying my mother just to appease her) were sitting down watching a tv show, ( Read more... ) -
My life's currently a mess, but I'm hanging in there...
Not much to say right now. Except I hope people understand that my life's a mess and I'm not usually so whiny or emotional. Normally I get complaints I'm too stoic. My sister's pre-dibetic, my mother's got some sort of cuckoo-ness going on, and I'm currently without a job or income. Ah, life. Why do you hate me so ( Read more... ) -
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Im trying. I'm really trying, but I can't seem to be able to keep up with all the groups changing rules and cleaning people. I'm trying my best to read every bit of text in what little free time I have. I know that I'm probably going to get locked from groups even though I'm trying my best to abide by their rules and read everything. I'm really ( Read more... ) -
AUGH. I'm going mad trying to find Gintama collection 1 from Sentai.
Seriously, when excatly did this go out of print? Why can't they tell us when stuff is going out of print? Even just a little hint. One day it was at RightStuf and then the next-- POOF! It was gone. Now everybody is selling it for a huge markup. Not fair I tell you. Not fair ( Read more... ) -
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Sister's health is sketchy. She's per-diabetic and keeps "forgetting" to do her physical therapy exercises. So I've been constantly on her case and helping her ( Read more... ) -
Why I've been quiet on LJ
I don't like complaining and I've never been one to share my RL issues. I guess it's because of the way I was raised? Who knows.
Anyway, I've been quiet on LJ due to the fact that my sister has been having a TON of health issues. Most of the time she has trouble even walking. She recently got out of the hospital and they've been doing all kinds of ( Read more... ) -
Back in the Vassalord Groove. XP
So after some crazy stuff and feeling under the weather I'm ready to get back to writing and thinking too much about manga. Namely Vassalord. I finally finished reading Tokyopop's volumes 1-4 and have made notes. I'm wondering if I should just write an essay type post (takes longer to look of information like Arnold Paole, Belial, etc.) or if it ( Read more... ) -
Tsk. I'm still blocked from posting in the Vassalord comm...
YAY! I can make posts again! Apparently a post got trapped in the mod queue (things happen ^^ ) which was preventing me from making more posts. Regretfully, the post is a little outdated so I'll be rewriting it and then re-posting it! Vassalord wallpapers and more abound!!
I know I've been quiet. I've been busy with non-fandom stuff. Something I ( Read more... )