Sometimes I feel like life is just a dream.

and sometimes that sucks.

This town is so small. Secrets DON'T matter to anyone. Everything leaks out eventually, and God forbid that you want to keep one thing a secret, because it ends up hurting so many people. No one has a private life anymore, because if you don't tell someone something, someone else will and that's complete bullshit. You can't keep anything to ( Read more... )

It's so wierd to have some much in common with some. but have nothing at all. It seems like Josh and I have nothing in common, but where we are right now, and what we are doing right now, it's just so right. It's  not even wierd to talk about the future with him, right now it seems so important. We get along with each other's family, my dad likes ( Read more... )

Wow, another year gone. 2009 has been quite the year. ups and downs. tears and laughter. I've honestly haven't grown up this much in one year that I have in the past years. I think I will always remember 2009 as the year were I learned who I was. I have never felt so confident in my decisions of what to do with my life than I have at this moment. ( Read more... )

This is an intense feeling. Shit. Who knew?! and it just hit me.

you make me giggle<3

I always said I could never find anything to hate about you, but in fact there are quite a few things that I hate about you. And after our amazing conversation last night, I thought of them all.

1. You compete about everything. Life is not a competetion, and yes some people DO have it worse than you. Your life is actually not that hard. You have a ( Read more... )

I absolutly cannot wait to be done with this job. Fucking done.

Going home for Thanksgiving could have possibly been the most confusing thing that I've done. I have no idea where I stand or where my feelings stand. And right now I'm not sure if that's a good thing ( Read more... )

I'm going home tomorrow. and I'm scared to hang out with you. what the hell is gonna happen? because I DONT want to be strung along anymore. I guess tomorrow will tell me if I should hold on any more. because you may not be, but I'm over the 20's hump and dump stage. already.

I'm not gonna wait around for you to make a decision. for you to go through other girls. I'm right here, just give me one chance....