I've changed my mind again. Something I'm actually good at in life. I'm moving back to Brattleboro. I don't know what it is about Ohio, but it made me put things into perspective and actually take a step back and ask 'what the hell am I doing with my life?' Throwing it away mostly. I mean seriously I had a good job, and good friends back in ( Read more... )

I don't know where I'm suppose to be and it's scary as hell.

I love this feeling. but I don't like this situation.

*can't wait to go home*

This song pretty much sums up my mood and attitude for last night and today ( Read more... )

Oh fall, I love that you've finally dropped into say hi. but can you just, maybe keep winter at bay? for oh I dunno the next four or five months?

It seems to weird that I have been here for only two months, yet it feels like I've been here all along. Things aren't quite going as well as I would hope they would be. Castleton has now decided that I ( Read more... )

 Wow, haven't updated this in a long time. Should probably keep up on it..anyways ( Read more... )

I went on my nightly walk tonight and I got to thinking that lately I've been closing myself off. Not a good thing, not a good thing at all. Everything that I worked hard to do to not close myself off I've stopped doing. Writing, music, and confiding in close friends, nothing anymore. I'm not sure if it's because I'm moving or if it's because I'm ( Read more... )

Seep? What is that? Something that I haven't really experienced for awhile now. why? I couldn't really tell you. So much has changed in the past two weeks. It feels like with everything that has happened, it should have been a year that went by, not just a few short weeks. Instead of moving at the end of the summer in which I orginally planned, it' ( Read more... )

Summer has arrived, and it doesn't feel like it. at all. I think it's cause I've been working full time since january, so it's not like my hours at work are changing or anything. I still haven't really figured out what I'm doing next year. I know I want to go to college, but where? It seems so hard sometimes. Somedays I just want to take a map, and ( Read more... )

Love, love look what you've done to my heart ( Read more... )