TEN WHAT'S ( Read more... )

I promised myself I would never do it again.

Funny how little promises mean to yourself

but to others they mean the world.

I'm sorry I hurt you with what I did.

2008 has come and gone, and maybe like many I'm happy to see it go. I'm happy to leave that shitty year behind. Way too many bad things happened. A long, and on going hurtful, depressing breakup, way too many little fights, losing those close to me, and saying way too many goodbyes. When I started at castleton I was excited. A new place, new faces ( Read more... )

There are two weeks left of my first semester of college. It sometimes feels like I'm living in a dream, it's just so weird. I don't know how I came upon college, and I don't really know what has happened this year. So much has happened. It's hard to describe. I know I have grown up some, I kind of know what I want out of life. But then there are ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is National Survivors of Suicide Day and reading To Write Love on Her Arms blog, just made me reliaze just how short life is. You cannot dwel on the past, or live with regrets. You can not hold grudges, because what if the one person you wanted to be with, the one person you wanted to say the simple words "I'm sorry' or 'I love you' is ( Read more... )

I registered for classes for next semester and I only didn't get one, Intro to womens studies. =[

Effective Speaking: Writing Intensive
Race, Ethnics, Class and Gender
Death and Dying [a freaking 2.45 hr class!!]
Volleyball
Social Problems

Kill me now.

I don't want to be here anymore.

College has turned into everything I can't stand.

Everthing I loved, has turned into everything I hate.

We talked
Together sharpening the knife
Like killing partners for a life
Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home

Now here we are
We're licking skin to wipe us clean
Strike a match, pour gasoline
Ditch the scene and watch this city burn
Asleep, my life will be a pillow steering wheel turn

I'll be reaching for the stars with you (honey)
Who cares if no one ( Read more... )

A couple updates since I haven't written in like a month ( Read more... )

i have to pick up trash for my service learning project tomorrow. It wouldnt be that bad, if it wasn't on my birthday. sweettttt.