Thank You Everyone,

I just walked in my door with my friend wired9_99 and I'm happy he's going to help me hold it together. I also want to thank everyone who's replied in Both Journals. You've all been more help than you realize. I know I have a troubled road ahead, but i know there are a lot of people who want to help me through all of this. I know i will ( Read more... )

The viewing will be held from 7 pm to 9 pm, at adcock funeral home in spring lake, nc. The burial is at 11 am tomorrow at lafayette semetery. To any one in nc that comes to the viewing/funeral, i will be easy to reconize, so come and introduce yourself. to anyone that can't make it, we are going to try and video tape the events, but i can't ( Read more... )

my girlfriend BloodxFlower / Evangelyne Marie LeBlanc / Kittie was pronounced Brain-dead today. tomorrow she will be pulled from life-support. i can not type anymore, so please visit her journal. this really hurts.

I've Never felt this lost before , even when my father died (granted i barely knew him) but with everything that's going on I've started to wear down. My whole life a Hell has broken loose and even now I have problems from all sides. I can't lose her, i just can't take that. all i can do now is hope she can hear my voice and find the strength to ( Read more... )

ok, i'm a geek ( Read more... )

My Girlfriend , BloodXFlower is currently on life support. it's only for her breathing but this could be bad. the doctor did tell me she could die. i do not doubt she'll fight through this and be ok. she's really strong and has too much to do. she can't sit still even when she's sick. i'm expecting for everything to hit me later tonight, so this ( Read more... )

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Well i've been AWOL for a while.

bloodxflower had to be put back in the hospital due to a really high temp. i don't have enough to go down to see her right now so this sucks. we don't know when she'll be getting back out ( Read more... )

BloodxFlower gets to come home for a week, but will have to go back for a month. it seems as though this will be the pattern for the next 3 months or so ( Read more... )

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