Look what I found... A piece of history ( Read more... )

I am, yet again, using my time as though the few moments I steal for myself are going to be leached from me by some distracting sophmoric seat-of-the-pants scheme designed to redirect my attention... and what was I just writing about? I hate being right about negative things. I wonder often how I got here but I know that it's my own damn fault. It' ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm alive - and no, I am not walking-dead. I have so much to share that I might need more time than I have right now. I miss my friends but also have many new ones and new experiences to share. TBC...

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Have you ever looked in a "Lost-n-Found" box in some public area? What do you see? Someone's hat, a flip-flop, the not-so-latest watch fad, a sweatshirt, some plastic toy... It's really just a collection of forgotten possessions ( Read more... )

My heart is raw. I have been exposed and burned. I am filled with love but it's straining out through the holes. I was alone all day today and I was going insane - waiting. Something happened to me that I would have never expected of myself. I let go of the only stability that I had, that I had created, in exchange for a dream to watch it ( Read more... )

Well, first of all, I put in a 30 day notice at the apartment in Emeryville on the 11th of August. Things were crazy then. I was evaluating my life and the role I had assumed, and it rather disappointed me ( Read more... )

For the first time in a while, I am lonely. I am kinda stuck here at the house. I don't really have the energy to leave. I really had no reason to come home after work, so I stayed an extra hour to do some catch-up. It wasn't really fulfilling. I would really love to find a job that I actually enjoy ( Read more... )

I feel like I am waiting for something. I am uncertain in the way I am waiting. I know that everything that is truth is congealing now. Changes are coming. I am ready. But what kind of changes will they be? I am looking at my life and the essence I contain. I am looking at the relationship in all of it's imbalances. I am looking at him and ( Read more... )

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