so this weekend is treating me well. hill and meg came over for awhile last night. i love how we can just do nothing and still laugh our asses off and have fun. they definitely turned my day around.. thanks girls!! i'm working today from 11-5 and hopefully am not working tomorrow cause i really wanna go out tonight. if it would ever stop raining.. ( Read more... )

so the past few days have been a whirlwind of emotion. i'd rather not re-live it.. but it's all good. sometimes when you really put yourself out there and you don't get anything back you just have to let it go. eventually everything is going to fall into place. it would just be a heck of a lot easier if there wasn't any reason for confusion. i've ( Read more... )

so things have been interesting. i think they're slowly getting better. i've learned that what keeps most of going and we don't even realize it is hope. think about it. what things are you hoping for right now? i know that it's the little glimpses of hope in certain things i see day to day that keep me going. waiting may be hard, but there's a good ( Read more... )

so i had the absolute worst dream, like last thursday i think. and i can't get it out of my head. i woke up and i just felt sick to my stomach ( Read more... )

so the retreat was pretty awesome. i had a lot of fun and stuff. as long as i'm playing guitar i'm pretty much having a really good time. however it also somehow made me feel like the worst person ever ( Read more... )

umm the retreat is in two days ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a long time. school is awesome. i have the best schedule.. except this freak named kelsey boyce is in my sociology class and i hate her. hahahah that class is awesome, so many of my friends in it! OH OH!! i get to leave after 6th period. oh snap. it's awesome. i'm a lucky bi0tch. i have like 4 classes and i never have any ( Read more... )

so the birthday was good. thanks to everyone who left messages, called, saw me (hanners :) ), got me things.. everything. i appreciate it so much. it feels good to be loved. i started work. i love it. everyone's like you've only been there 2 days but still it's such an awesome job. it's gonna get crazy for about 6 weeks with school rentals and ( Read more... )

so six flags was relaxing yesterday. me and becca were ourselves and didn't really do anything. hahaha we chilled in the waterpark and talked and stuff. then me, emily, tammy, and becca talked for like 3 hours. it was good though. oh gosh back at church.. KELSO! haha you'd appreciate this. i was trying to get out and all the junior high kids and ( Read more... )

oh yes. and i didn't pick the yearbook picture EVERYBODY on here told me to. hahah but that's because when i scanned them and made them smaller they looked completely different than the actual pictures. i picked a good one though. promise.