so last night i said goodbye to my dearest carolano. when i was little i used to absolutely DREAD the thought of what would happen when juli and carolyn were seniors. we've been close forever. for the most part my memories of friends growing up at church includes them (and of course anna and ellen!) and now that dreaded time is here. what was i ( Read more... )

wow. disregard that last entry completely. i'm such a drama queen it's rediculous. i'm completely fine and actually pretty happy so don't worry about it at all.. hahahah i make myself laugh.

i feel like an idiot. my heart has been ripped out of my chest and i can't stop crying and i probably won't for the next few days. i don't wanna talk about it.

this week has been amazing ( Read more... )

so im picking out my senior pictures and i know which casual ones i like but i need more opinions on the yearbooks

( help me pleasee )

i totally love this layout. my wrist freaking kills. i don't know what's wrong with it and i almost started crying today at band practice cause it hurt so badly. hopefully it'll go away like it usually does.. oh and becky got engaged! i'm so happy for herrr.. (becky as in ben's sister) she's seriously one of the sweetest people i've ever met and ( Read more... )

everything is so messed up right now. it's so good to be home. mission trip and new hampshire were awesome.

rip corey 8/9/2005

_everybody misses you so much, you're gonna be in our hearts forever<3
__chelsey we all love you and we're here for you
___kelsey boyce i love you times infinity.. don't hesitate hun<3

so today sucked for awhile. but i have the BEST friends in the entire universe who made it a lot better!! spreda you are the WOMAN! hillary and meg i owe you BIG TIME for today.. i love you both! yeah so hill and meg chilled with me for awhile today. then i hung out with my bro for awhile cause he's the man. i'm so pumped for this year i can't even ( Read more... )

well i found the song of right now. :) yay for garth brooks.. here it is if you care haha ( Read more... )

i love my meltdowns. they feel so good and although everything i said yesterday still holds true, as i said, i am fully capable of handling my problems. and i'm fine. today was good. i woke up early and grace came over and helped me get ready for senior pictures. i thought they went well. all that really matters is if my yearbook picture looks good ( Read more... )