today i had a math test and that sucks. i wanted to get up and throw the test away rather than turn it in. how frustrating. oh well.. its over and im home :D ( Read more... )

sometimes when i write here i feel like i'm giving a certain person updates on my life. and you know who you are. im glad you read my journal though, since there's really no other way for us to communicate right now. today i have to work and im glad but im not, because i really just want to see jared, but i do need to make some money ( Read more... )

today is monday. i love my life right now. i love jared. i love every minute i'm with him. i have so much to look forward to right now, and aren't those the best moments in our lives? i truly can't wait to be in washington. i miss everyone and everything there so much. jared going there is going to be incredible. what a perfect opportunity for him ( Read more... )

this weekend was awesome. yesterday mary, erica, april, christie, jared, and i all went to busch gardens (howl'o'scream), and we had such a good time! i have some really great friends, even if i dont get to see them all as often as i'd like to, its still way good to finally get to spend quality time with all of them. that place is great! ive only ( Read more... )

just got home from karaoke. i love it. such good times with my girls and guys. my eyes are so droopy right now.. its time for me to go to bed. two psych tests tomorrow.. augh. and then a wonderful weekend its going to be! karaoke or dancing friday night, busch gardens on saturday, church on sunday.. definitely looking forward to the weekend, and ( Read more... )

well its been a minute since i've written. this is my life. school. studying. worrying. work. church. jared. friends. karaoke. i feel like i have plenty of extra time but it just seems to slip through my fingers and find itself lost. the winter is creeping in. im freezing. i truly love to sing. i love to just sit in my car and listen to meaningful ( Read more... )

i dreamed of you last night pedro. i was at texas steak house down the road from my house with a couple of my girlfriends and one guy friend (i dont even remember who they were)and i ordered some sort of breakfast egg mcmuffin thing. yeah i know, weird. i dont like eggs. and i dont think the steakhouse serves breakfast, much less mcdonald's ( Read more... )

i ponder my purpose. there are days i wish i could just get married and have children, with a husband who never stops loving me, in a peaceful neighborhood near my family. our lives are so amazing.. these books that we write, while god edits our mistakes. how blessed we are to have so many freedoms and amazing opportunities to make our story ( Read more... )

today i tried a new church called reality revolution.. it was a pretty interesting place. i liked it.. the pastor and his wife seem like amazing people, full of great words, and its small enough of a church that i can get involved more than i am at the wave. i would love to be part of the worship team.. that was definitely a highlight of my junior ( Read more... )

last night i felt like my heart was being wrenched from my body. its strange how certain people can walk into your life and change everything you've known in an instant. thats chris. i have had this massive barrier on my heart since the day i found out my ex was cheating on me. it tore me up inside for a long long time, and i was recently beginning ( Read more... )