Ok...so. Have you ever felt like you are on an emotional roller coaster but you can't get off? I mean you feel so many things at once, and you cant sort them and can't figure out why you feel them. For me right now most of them relate to this friend I have. Friend is a strange way to describe him I guess, as I he means quite a bit to me and we are ( Read more... )

Ok so I just found out that my work only blocked MY telnet on my computer. One of the other graveyard guys was like well, I can use telnet fine. Then he proceeded to check to see if they had me blocked network wide or just on that computer. As it stands, its only on mine. Telnet opened fine for me on the other computer. It is just odd. They never ( Read more... )

So I must admit that my work does on occassion have some perks. Tonight I am just sittin here doing a little bit of work and satching 'Remember the Titans' which is a kick ass movie. There are not that many people here so I have it loud and I am just kicking back. Is kind of nice for once :)

Urgh so I am at work and tired. It was hot today so sleeping was difficult. I slept on and off and on and off. I am tired...and cold. You see...my work cranks the air conditioning, and I sit right under a vent, which sucks. When I get cold, I often get tired, so I see myself sleeping some tonight :) Well unless I decide to watch a movie or ( Read more... )

So its a nice feeling to be home from work. Well for the time being. I have to go back tonight and everything. But that is tonight. It is now time for fun stuff like sleep. Well so I claim, but I always manage to find things that distract me. Oh well...I guess I will go see what mischief I can get into to avoid sleep.

So my work finally blocked off telnet. My one breath of fresh air through the long dreary nights...just gone :( I have another way of connecting to places, but I am not so sure its a good idea. I mean I cant see why it would matter, but I just feel the need to be cautious or something. I guess its time for me to find a new hobby or something. The ( Read more... )

So...something rather interesting happened today. You see...I was fairly upset with a friend and he did something that rather surprised me and I was quite taken aback by it. He made it so i didnt know if i should be angry or happy or upset. My emotions just kind of ended up a mess. Heh ( Read more... )

So I am really sleepy. Work has been slow and boring tonight. Only good thing is I am off in an hour. So I leave here, drive a coworker home, then I go home and want to sleep. But alas, I really cant sleep since I have 9am plans for coffee. But I do believe that after coffee comes sleeeeep. Then I must get up and do cleaning and furniture ( Read more... )

So it has been requested by a certain journal user that I start posting again so that he can find out whats going no in my life. Not that anything really is going on, but I figured what the heck, I will go ahead and post a bit and go from there ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything here in months..and I am not sure what to say now. Maybe life is peachy? Well not really, but it always cracks me up when I hear people say that. Life is just life I guess. Not good really..not too bad either I suppose. Thats about it..maybe I jot something down again soon. Ya....right.