again. oops. things never change do they? i'm stuck in an eternal funk. positive: all the cats get along now and there is food in the fridge. yea.

so nothing bad has happened. i just feel shitty lately. i shouldn't. i have nothing to be upset about. but the last few days, i just can't seem to shake this. the world is overwhelming. i don't want to, can't deal with it. how stupid is that? it will pass like always. it just seems to be taking its sweet ass time.

shit. i think st mary's found out i could get to myspace on the dr's computers. so now i am blocked from doing so. i'm bored damn it.

so there are degrees of assholes.
and i guess a girl just has to decide what degree to settle for.
i don't like this and i don't think it's fair.
i think i might know what degree i could stand.
this sucks.

so i was feeling really good ( Read more... )

i'm too old for this.
i don't want to do it any more.
(and btw, this isn't about what some may think)
i'm also sick of drunk bruises, wtf?

i got a little too drunk last night.
i'm sorry to those i offended.
i also apologize to my liver and lungs.
i don't remember some parts.
but that could be a good thing.

despite it not being "davesmith fun" i had a good time tonight. just an fyi. thanks.

Well you say that I treat you ( Read more... )

to get in the way.
what a waste of my time, money and sleep.
why do i do this to myself?
maybe i should just go.