i'm finding it quite hard to be positive. i was going to write "stay positive" but i never have been positive.
it's quite the vicious little cycle it is.
obviously things won't get better if i sit around waiting for death, but shit man, i sure do feel like it.

so i got stood up. yeah, fun. this whole trying and being some what aggresive thing is bullshit. even though he asked me. i should be spending this time alone being productive, like cleaning or working out. but alas, here on the couch i stay. progress is a far off concept.

why do people let children who aren't even old enough to read go to a movie where every five seconds someone is dying in some graphic manner? am i alone in thinking they have plenty of time to become desensitized, why start them so early? jesus.

damn dawsons creek. it never lets me go to bed early.

by comparison, i tend to lose. so i should stop.

yeah, so that didn't work out exactly as i had hoped. note to self: shut the fuck up already.

i feel like ripsie after a bottle of tequila.

so it's fucking early ( Read more... )

i just ate cheese nachos. now i want to puke. shit son.

i walked in ( Read more... )