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theres something in me that says i just made the biggest mistake of my life but i want a friend right now not a boyfriend. call me crazy but my mental stability was slipping and i just need some time right now. and if it turns out i did make a mistake then i hope i can fix it. but i probably wont. i hate hurting people with all my heart and i wish ( Read more... )

i havent written in here in awhile so i thought i would entertain the lovely people of the world and write something. what i'm going to write is undecided at the moment but im sure itll come to me like it always does. well to start off i have another hour by myself tonight, at least. joy. i get to eat 2 dozen wings and a large pizza by myself, haha ( Read more... )

well i havent written in this in awhile. its a friday night an im sitting at home, how exciting, its been awhile that i've been home on a friday. but i got myself sick so i couldnt go to the game tonight, thats alright though. it snowed the other day and today, i love snow, im not a huge fan of the cold but i really like snow, the look of it, its ( Read more... )

im so tired right no its psychotic. but thats ok ill live. i mean my bed time is in only two hours so i would have to go to bed anyways. yea. but being tired has made me feel all blah and sadish kinda thing and its no fun. i really wish it would just rain that would make my day. so its miss secor lynn jenna's birthday today and she can now drive. ( Read more... )

so yea, last night was pretty good. and for meeting my date for the first time it wasnt too bad at all. he was nice and im happy i went with him and matt and jenna. but my day just went from good to bad. ricky's mad at me, imagine that. apparently he heard something and he believes it. which is prefectly fine with me i dont really care. ahh its ( Read more... )

So i was told to write another journal and even though i didnt want to do it i'm doing it anyways. i have band practice in like 40 mins so its guna be short. there this quote from the ataris, Here I am sitting on the beach again Watching as the tide comes rolling in. I miss the times when I looked into your eyes a sacrifice I made for paradise. I ( Read more... )

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I've had a couple of really bad days lately. I guess I just really miss people, but I really dont know. I just start crying for now reason really. I really pissed off Elise last night too. She thinks that I'm upset because she's finally happy. And then when I tell her that's not the reason, she flips and says its bull. I can wait until next weekend ( Read more... )