so i guess im a little frustrated. tomorrow is going to be a really hard day for me. i have less than a hour to stop doing something. i mean i go from bible school witch is 9-12, then a car wash that i have to be at at 12:45 and that goes to 5, of course im staying the whole time. and the band practice and thats from 6-8:30. so if you add the times ( Read more... )

so i dont want to talk about tim, but hes all thats on my mind right now. i really hate this, im trying as hard as i can not to like him. i just dont know. its probably that whole attention thing. he likes me too, he told sam, and she wouldnt lie to me, but he said im too young. i talk to him more in person than any other guy i know. i dont just ( Read more... )

so i woke up not too long ago and i had a sugar craving so i ate one of those huge pixie sticks and a box of nerds. so im going to be some what hyper later. which is good because for my part in the play im supposed to be giggly. but the show has been going great. full houses both nights so far. and brint said it would be like that again tonight. i ( Read more... )

opening night tonight. woo hoo. im excited. its guna be great fun, im actually happy i did the show. i made a friend! dress rehersal was last night, it was great. besides for the fact that a few people forgot lines and i had to put a mic in one persons hair and i couldnt do my job because of that. and i almost missed one of my scenes but thats ok ( Read more... )

So, I've decided to change my life. interesting isnt it? I'm not going to dwell on things of the past and not let certain people get to me. hopefully this school year will be a little less stressful for me. i also decided im not going to date unless i know i can talk to the person and they like me for who i am. they also have to understand me in ( Read more... )

so im really falling behind on these journal things. opps. i think it drives my friends crazy. so dont you hate when your parents are right? they told me to go to this party awhile ago and they were like youll have fun just go. of course i doubted them. but i did. parents geeze. well to tell you why i had fun, i kinda kissed this guy. and only a ( Read more... )

so i have these friends. and these friends, well they read these journals. believe it or not. and they get sick of the same things over and over. so they have just reminded me to update this lovely journal i have so they arent bored out of their minds reading past ones they've probably read 100+ times now. so i will humor my friends and write a ( Read more... )

dreams. . .oh gee. . my dreams lately have been so psychotic its amazing. alright i know nobody wants to hear this but everyone gets to hear it anyways. so there were three guys which we will name fred george and bob. and they all go to our school but its horrible. anyway, it was friday and i was going out with bob. no i was all happy about it and ( Read more... )

tee hee hee. im so happy. right after i got off the internet yesturday jordan called. and we were talking and i told him about all the stuff thats goin on. and he's all comforting and stuff and it made me sooo happy. and we talked for like an hour then i had to go for buccs. but we're talking right now cuz he called again. he's a sweetheart. i wish ( Read more... )

shit my life sucks. like you dont even get it. i dont think that ive been so depressing to everyone in my whole life. just to let certain people know im sorry i get bitchy with you all the time and im not trying to make you feel bad because i have problems. im not that low. my house makes me depressed though its always blah. people yelling at ( Read more... )