tee hee hee, im jenna melissa and kelly. joking. so friday i went to the indians game right? yea so i saw this kid there and i was like whoa he looks way familiar. and i started talking to him and it just so happens the kid used to live in ashtabula and i knew him before i moved and he movedto solon 2 years ago. his name is Jordan Tyyler and hes ( Read more... )

its odd if my fingers were guns id be dead. i was thinking about that today. it wasnt a great day, but what day is? so many things are going on it sucks. i dont know what to do. and i told ricky last night that i wasnt looking for anyone else because i dont think they could stand me. and i meant that, i dont think any guy would be able to put up ( Read more... )

so friday was the most fun i have had in a long time. me jenna luck and kelly ann hanahan were working for the middle school play. we all died, our names are on the grave stones. hehe. so we have 500 jokes now. its great. kelly almost broke a light with her shoe and we almost had to howl like dogs like real ones because my sound effects were being ( Read more... )

people are so confusing. they say one thing but mean another. and then theres that guy that you like that you think likes you and their even more confusing. and then they leave you. and then you'll probably never see them again. life is so wonderful. what a joke. i wish that i didnt live here, theres just so many people that i cant stand anymore ( Read more... )

i love it when your starting to enjoy your life because you have almost everything you want and need and it just makes you happy and then everything just falls apart right infront of your face. it sucks. like at this point one small thing could be said or something could happen and i just would burst and start crying. its so horrible. i hate this ( Read more... )

i was once told that with one storm all my dreams would come true. well maybe that is true but maybe it isnt at the same time. ive watched people with their little storm clouds hoovering over their heads and i wonder if their dreams are going to come true. and then i look up and my little cloud is still there raining over my head. and it hasnt ( Read more... )

so i guess that im pretty much sick of life. this past week has been great but its sucked at the same time. every member of my family hates me for their own reasons. and i just dont know about everyone else in the world. they confuse me. especially the ones i love the most. but when you look at all the stuff im going nuts over its all my fault. i ( Read more... )

so im talking to ricky right now and he doesnt think its me. its really funny. but whatever. im bored and theres nothing to do. *tear* i was supossed to go like five places tonight but i didnt feel like it so i get to sit at home. yay. it was raining and i was so excitied and i was going to go run in it and get soaked. that would have been fun. but ( Read more... )

i almost made people cry today in theatre. my monologue was kinda emotional. and i know how the person felt so i knew how to say everything. i also kinda suprised people. no ones seen me like that. actually loud enough that they could hear me. seeing the sadness in my face and hearing it in my voice. perfect week to do it too since this week has ( Read more... )

Christmas break. Finally. Too bad it's only a week and two days. And my mom will probably wake me up at 7 every morning. Blah. Everyone is asleep. Well besides Elise but she doesn't count because she's not here. So it's just me. All alone, just like everyday. I'm the only one in this house right now that can stay up past 11. Elise would but she has ( Read more... )