ahhh I"M UNBELIEVABLE. dun dunn dunnn. yes ok its been fun the summer but i was honestly ready to quit and get back to scheduled time. i was overwhelmed for the whole day and the smoothies with carrie cured all. i felt sooo stupid in my first period where i am surrounded by the ever present damn sophomores. gahhh. dammit i am still coughing up ( Read more... )

i hate when im unconciously influenced

why does he always yell at me? its not fair, i dont deserve to hear about how worthless i am and how im not going to amount to anything. im stronger than this and ill over come the hellhole i come from. sure, it may seem like a privilege to live here but its not. ill just make sure i can get out of here in due time, as soon as its legal. i will ( Read more... )

for once i wish i had more fucking nerve, well not really, cause in this situation i hope they get screwed in the ass royally and suffer.

ughh too much drama. i'm out of this situation. its hard to pull out when youve been involved though. i get my license in like 6 daysssss. yesss.go mee. in other fun news. i got this awesomee planner which is like changing my life. i just look at it and feel inspired to be organized. mm yay. all this olympic stuff is making me feel more motivated ( Read more... )

i....want to sleep so badly. but somehow i can't seem to just lay down in my bed and sleep. i've always been envious of people who have that ability, you know the ones who fall asleep as soon as they hit the pillow. oh well, i get some really good thinking done in the wee hours. and i drink a lot of zazz. yesterday i got through being grounded, ( Read more... )

yeah well today was good i guess. went to the corner with harper to 'study" and then we walked to aaron's and spent a LOT of time there, i just watched them flirt shamelessly. and listened to strange comments about my boobs popping out. tim gave us a ride dt which wasn't fun seeing as he doesn't like me. we met dean and cathy. then ben and the ( Read more... )

babysat last night, wooo lots of fun. got 40 buckeroos. then today i got a massage! oh god it felt so good and i got it from some chick named sakti from like yogvaille. mmmm i loved it. and then i moved sheetrock shit for like 3 hours and killed my shoulders thus ruining all my nice massagey vibey vibes. then ben dev and adam came over. we drove dt ( Read more... )

interesting night, it started out good cause my parents went away and devin came to play. then other people crashed that and i get sick of him when we are in groups cause he gets really judgemental and crap. we went to little johns, seduced old women and saw girls kissing on the bus. my toenail half fell off. ouchie. i love having friends who can ( Read more... )

haha on another note of nostalgia, i decided to chronicle my life today. it turned out to be a bit too steep of a goal, but i got to look at lots of pictures ( Read more... )