i have been watching sex and the city all day long. it's been fun i guess. this morning i discovered my childhood again, i read all my old books and played with some kids and just had some regular old innocent fun. i keep thinking how i can't believe that this summer is close to finishing, and then only two more years and i am busting out of this ( Read more... )

i swear i think my mom has a list of bad adjectives that she chooses from each day. yesterday i was abusive, today im combative, tomorrow maybe i'll be violent. actually thats probably likely because while i was doing her god damn dishes she told me to settle down and stop slamming dishes around. get me out!

who the fuck calls someone at 12 am and then hangs up and makes my caller id not work anymorel. grrrrrr

hmphhh. i had a nice pleasant day. daigo was being really sweet online yesterday which like made my night, some people came over and adam called and we talked for a long time. then him and jake got into a fight and daymmm got all bruised and shit. it was entertaining to say the least. then they left i slept and woke up to my in car teach calling to ( Read more... )

wow music's comforting but at the time i guess it gets overwhelming. i do listen to it like all the time, over and over and over again. last night was fun, even though i started the evening in a bad mood. so devin doesn't like this skirt i have, and i love it, so i decided to wear it with one of my dad's businessy shirts. i guess this put me in the ( Read more... )

i don't remember feeling this bad. god we stayed up all night long and now it's catching up to me. had some fun times and finally did what i was dreading heh. mmm i think we're gonnna be sick of each other for awhile but alas now they are all calling to do something tomorrow. yuck why does not sleeping make you feel like you have to throw up. in ( Read more... )

i'm dying, so slowly it's imperceptible. i want to drown away in a pool of ( Read more... )

hark! i hear a thunderstorm approaching. oh how peaceful. i don't feel like sleeping tonight so i think i'll stay up to see the storm sweep through. today/night was strange. probably cause its the first time in like a week i havent been with everyone. we went shopping for underpantiesss and i got some purty ones. we went to express and i tried on ( Read more... )

yeah well at least i have a boyfriend who loves me.