hello.
my name is katie and i am very cranky.
i am frustrated with myself.
i am frustrated with my boyfriend.
i am frustrated with my friend situation (not my actual friends).

fuuuuuuuuuccck me.
im just not having a good week. at all.

i want more from my life.
i want andventure.
there is a reason i break up with people after 3 months.
 I GET BORED. it's not ( Read more... )

 i'm whining.

i want to have lots of friends.
i want my boyfriend to fit in better with my friends.

i want to not have to have a job and i want to be skinny and i want to be a regular college slut. 
i want to be the social "party girl".
 (not the alcoholic kind, the adorable fun to be around kind).

efff my life.
i'm wicked emo right now.
jbakjsflasdkfjas; ( Read more... )

 right... so i'm not sure what happened to this whole friends concept? as i recall.... i used to have a lot of them. like in high school. i had shannon and jenna and then i had fattt and then i had steph.

now i have corbin and maddie. like in reality.... corbin and maddie are the only ones who are my like friends on a regular basis. and the ( Read more... )

 turns out that American Pie by Don McLean makes me cry or almost cry everyrtime i hear it. I believe that it is one of the most beautiful songs/ lyrics ever written.

ever.

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, they'd be happy for a ( Read more... )

 it'd be really cool if i had friends.
but i have no time.
=/
how do people do this in college all the time? where they meet people and go out and get drunk al the time. 
like... really? how? i am at work every night. and if i'm not at work.. then my only friends are. haha
grrrreat.
well i miss you guys and maybe when i get a car i can get my life ( Read more... )

 so i know that a lot of you guys aren't religious but my mom sent me a link to this song and i'm going to post the lyrics and the link to it and i just want all of you to know that i love you and i would say this to al of you!!!

ill be home soon!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= ( Read more... )

 i am the happiest and most content i have ever been in a relationship.
i'm not afraid that he is going to leave me all the time.
i know that he loves me.
i actually want to live with him.... and i hate people.
i just... am legit in love and it's kinda cool.

just thought i'd share.
you all will hear the full story and meet him when i get home cause i'm ( Read more... )

i'm coming home.
and i'm bringing my boyfriend.
and we're living in an apartment together.

whaaaaaaaadup craziness? 

There’s a moment you know…you’re fucked -
Not an inch more room to self-destruct
No more moves
- oh yeah, the dead-end zone
Man, you just can’t call your soul your own

But the thing that makes you really jump
Is that the weirdest shit is still to come
You can ask yourself: “Hey, what have I done?”
You’re just a fly - the little guys, they kill for fun

Man, ( Read more... )

 i'm an emo kid today.

i just.... don't feel like i fit....anywhere. i don't know. like..... this weekend when i went to ny woddy and pat were being mean to me about pretty much everything... i was too dirty... i was a lame... i stopeed drinking after a big gulp and a half and started drinking water instead... i went to be to early... i sucked cause ( Read more... )