Whenever I am sad, I sing. I am not even upset about anything in particular. Just everything. I want to just drive. I feel like I have been a bitch lately but I don't know what I have done wrong. That only makes sense to me.

Well let's see, tonight was a disaster. First I couldn't stop crying bc of all the shit and stress I am going through, oh and did I mention this was like 10 minutes before the show started tonight. The show which apparently none of my friends from home know about. I mean I have only been putting it in comments and text messages and voice mails. Why ( Read more... )

OK, I have decided it is too much. I have been up all night trying to finish a project bc Samuel French did not send me my play on time and I had to change my play last night. That sucked balls. This is hell week for the one acts and I can barely manage to stay off book. I haven't even been able to do it yet bc we just blocked some stuff and I ( Read more... )

OK, I haven't put anything up on here in a long time. I am now back to only working two jobs, my time at the Bathouse is over for now. But you should all go see Boston Marriage, it is quite hilarious. Although, now I am in the One Acts, so that is like another job. So everyone come see me perform on March 7-11. Other than that life is moving along ( Read more... )

I hate days like this. I didn't sleep at all, then got ripped apart on a project I liked b/c I was too tired to articulate myself and just got flustered. And I am tired and wish I didn't have so many responsibilities. I need time to cry and just be unhappy so I can get it out. I keep holding it in b/c I hate having people see me upset and its not ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't posted this on this for awhile, nor have I seen most of the people who read this. So I figured I would give a quick run through of what is going on in my life for all you who don't know. I am house/dog sitting for Steve right now, that ends tomorrow. I had a pretty good Christmas, met most of Byron's extended family and he met my ( Read more... )

OK, roommate stuff sucks. I just want to move out and live by myself. But I can't afford that. It sucks. It is funny how the little things drive you crazy. I don't really understand why my roommates feel they have to lock our door in the middle of the afternoon when they are both sitting in the front room. We live on Queen Anne, its not scary. ( Read more... )

I got stood up the other day, and it sucked!

I AM GOING TO SEE LES MIS AT THE 5TH AVE WITH BYRON ON JUNE 4TH, WHICH IS OUR ANNIVERSARY!! I can't wait, that is my present to myself for working 80 hours at one or three jobs in three weeks. I need a break. But I get one this week. Monday and Tuesday will be stressful, but then my wednesday afternoon class is cancelled and I have Thursday, Friday ( Read more... )

Sometimes you realize you have become so caught up in your life that you haven't been there for others and now they are all leaving you behind and you don't even know what is going on with them. It hurts.