Merry Christmas everyone.
<3

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Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight; will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay?

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have.
The days have come and gone; our lives went by so fast.
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

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Maybe it's like what you said. We should just both go our separate ways and then we'll do just fine.

But what if fine isn't good enough?

What if I want extraordinary? <3 ( Read more... )

[Talking ( Read more... )

I try not to worry about her. She's my best friend, and it's sometimes too much for me to deal with, so I try not to worry. It's hard standing by the sidelines while she cuts herself and goes out to be unsafe with random guys. I don't like it, but I know that if I say something, she'll turn it all around on me. So I cover my mouth with my hand and ( Read more... )

They say that things are all coincidence? Pretty damn big coincidence.

October 17th 2002 => My best friend kills herself.
June 13th 2003 => Get new best friend.
October 17th 2003 => Get together with Mike, and life starts again.
June 13th 2004 => Mike Megalli and I break up, heartbreak. End of a stage of my life.
October 17th 2006 => Ava McColl, my ( Read more... )

Guilt

Nobody breathed. It was rather obvious why. My father was reaching for my little sister, my mom reaching out to grab his shirt. My brother literally wasn't breathing. He was dead. Even my sister seemed to know that this was not a good time to move.
I was behind him. He had a shotgun pointed at my father, his hand on the trigger. It had all ( Read more... )

You never know what she’s thinking
She puts on that smile for everyone else
Not caring how she feels inside
She puts everyone else ahead of herself
Everyone loves her she’s always so sweet
Even though she’s crying inside
I wish for one second I could help her there
If I could see the beauty of the real her
The goddess she keeps locked away from the ( Read more... )

In the moonlight: your face, it glows like a thousand diamonds, I suppose, and your hair flows like the ocean breeze. Not a million fights could make me hate you. You’re invincible. Yeah, It’s true. It’s in your eyes where I find peace ( Read more... )