today was grandpa's memorial service. i felt alone. cast away. brushed aside. thats kind of how i've felt through this whole thing. no one has asked me how i feel about all of it..how im doing. i know that sounds selfish, but it just seems like no one really cares. i feel like i dont belong in my own house. there are all these people who i ( Read more... )

oh love everything. today was grand ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my last day of school ever.

well...at least until college. but i feel like you dont call that school. class maybe?

i get to skip friday. whee.

hey guys. whoa. insane.

im going to the haircut place today to take pictures of jeremy. cuteee.

today was crap, but now its better. thanks you :)

my stomach is in knots.

and i cannot sleep.

you drive me nuts! [and i think i like it]

: *

//Hands Down

Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild
so calm and dull
these hearts they race
from self control
your legs are smooth
as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me ( Read more... )

a few quizzes because im super bored. and i say super too much.


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i havent written in almost a week and a lot a lot has changed ( Read more... )

this weekend ended up being nice. and wonderful at times.

friday i was let out of the house and i went to go see thirteen going on thirty with abigail, leanne, and kelli. it was an okay movie, really cheesy, but okay. it was nice to hang out with abigail again and also nice to hang out with kelli and leanne since i've never done that before. ( Read more... )

today was, i dont know, good and bad i suppose. woke up an hour late because i was on the phone way to late last night. so that was good because i got to sleep an extra hour, but also bad because now i have to take the 1st period final. sucks. that class was all right though. we didnt really do much. i printed a few final copies of my resume ( Read more... )

i stood there tonight ( Read more... )