um, excuse me. i want to sit on a blanket and watch fireworks with a boy. yeah, i think thats what i want. cutee.

todays to-do list:
*gym to work out
*call my roommate
*relax in my CLEAN room
*a special surprise for someone special
*babysit at 6:45

we'll start that in about an hour.

i haven't decided what this is going to be about yet. my last few entries have not had much substance. oh well. i still feel funny. and i can feel myself slipping. i need to get back into my routine. i need to start waking up earlier. and going to be earlier. no more going to bed at 4 and waking up after noon. i need to start working out ( Read more... )

spiderman 2 was good. but long.

ihop was good. but slow.

i love you. but nothing.

i love the color brown ( Read more... )

i want a new job. i need a new job. i was there for 4 hours today and made $9.57 or $2.39 an hour. thats HORRIBLE. there were more people there than usual but i again only got one table. the other guy who was working got like, 5. i think its because im new. and have no experience. they don't want me to take too many tables. hopefully that ( Read more... )

i feel as though i havent updated in a very long time. this might be a little lengthy, but then again, it might not. we'll just have to see ( Read more... )

so tonight was fun, until like 20 minutes ago. i got into a big stupid fight with my dad about the dumbest things. i think he likes to pick fights with me. seriously. it makes me more and more anxious to leave ( Read more... )

jeremy is coming over in 45 minutes. we are hanging out for a while and then he's taking me to olive garden and seeing me off to church since i am leaving for tennessee today. he is the greatest boy ever. im going to miss you, jeremizzle ( Read more... )

so yesterday was graduation. it was good. i got really nervous to walk across the stage. it was weird. and it didnt feel real. and i dont know what to think or how to feel right now ( Read more... )

everything is wonderful. like i really dont see how it could be better ( Read more... )