so... i'm like 95% sure that coming back here next year isn't the right thing for me...
but sitting in that theatre, I can't make myself actually think about leaving...

My initial reaction to Take Back the Night was to daven...
I don't know if I like that reaction...
The second reaction was to listen to Ani...
I dont' know if that one's so great either...
Then again, i guess I don't know what a "good" reaction to it is... I kinda of wanted to talk with people, but everyone is so busy

Got into Dickinson - they gave me enough $. they also want to know by May 6.
Also got into Goucher. they haven't told me about $, they dont' need to know until June 1. I dont' want to go there anyways.
Gah.

Kathryn's wishlist...

JPS Hebrew-English Tanakh: Pocket Edition $16ish
ArtScroll POCKET SIZE - WOMEN'S SIDDUR - OHEL SARAH - ASHKENAZ -THE KLEIN ED. - ROYAL BLUE $20ish
Mishkan T'fillah (the Reform SIddur) $36
Red Letter Year - Ani Difranco

My initial instinct is "I just want my friend back..." but now I'm beginning to wonder if I really ever had one in the first place...

I might have crushes on all three of the people I was working with tonight. but oh my goodness what frustration. The only redeemable parts of the night were the times we weren't working, the compliments I recieved from Jon, and the fact that i made $37 for it all

I'm feeling REALLY frustrated right now. It's a lot of little things but I think the biggest thing is that all day I've wanted to talk to someone. Like I've felt this NEED to talk. but I don't really know what about. And everyone else has been so busy that I don't even really get the chance to get to the frustrated part. Something is really strange ( Read more... )

I've beenfeeling like i've been walking around intoxicated for the last... 3ish days. Of those 72 hours I only had an substances in me for like 3 hours somewhere in the middle. I don't think this is a good thing. I haven't consistently been this out of it/exhausted for a LONG time. And it's not like I'm really not getting enough sleep. Nor am I ( Read more... )

The next time I am home I need to remember to put all of my old stuff on this computer. It is ridiculous how often I'm searching for something that i KNOW is saved somewhere, only to realize it never made it on to this computer and therefor I have no access to it. And usually it's something personal enough that I'm not going to call up my mother ( Read more... )

There was literally the cutest girl ever at the show last night. She had bright orange hair and was wearing a bright orange shirt, necklace, shoes, bracelet, and eating an orange lollipop. If that wasn't cute enough to begin with, she found me and Hannah in the cats and was all cute and trying to get our attention. Then after I waved back she got ( Read more... )