a wretched figure enhanced by the light
will reapear twice before fireworks at night
try as she might to becon you near
her sorrowful cries will not reach your ear
what flows through your viens doesn't scare her away
past events have foreshadowed things happening this way

you may not recognize her at first sight
your recently-forked tounge, and fangs ( Read more... )

a delayed reaction
to icicles
smashing against the pavement
they could cling to the roof nolonger
i can cling to reality nolonger
set me free
and i'll come smashing down
but in a good way
and as i hit the ground
i'll be blinded by lights i've never seen
i'll wake up and start living...

" i can't ask you anything"

"yeah because i don't have the answers"

what if i asked him if anyone really had the answers... but then again, that's just another question

"but why would i expect you to know anything?.. i certainly don't have a clue... but you hold yourself together so well. even when i find myself falling apart."

so angry ( Read more... )

day by day ( Read more... )

shattered hopes and dreams of mine ( Read more... )

i'm really alone. i don't know what to do. it's dawn. it's raining outside. i can't sleep. i'm going home from texas today. we're leaving for the airport at 11:00. i should be back around 7-7:30 if all goes well. i hope it doesn't hail. the weather here has been so pleasant. like 70-something degrees every day. i don't really feel up to getting on ( Read more... )

don't talk to me. i'm just a memory...
just a shadow of your once loved
don't look at me i'm just a memory
. just a piece of your past
don't talk to me i'm just a memory...
you know i won't last
i'll soon be forgotten
... you'll be on you're way
... to things of the present
and promises of today
so stop trying to see
i'm just a memory
and don't talk ( Read more... )

i just slipped on a deck while trying to chuck a ciggarette butt over a fence. i hate life.