soooo was trying to recover, but im back. I cant do it. My boyfriend now knows about my ed. Does anyone elses bf know?? How do they act???

Anyways im back on track and restricting more then ever. Ive lost 9.4 lbs since Monday. Now ill be able to loose a steady 1-2lbs a day again.

Current weight 142.4

May 27th 135

June 3rd 130

June 10th 125

June 17th ( Read more... )

ok so todays plan was 500 calories.

I consumed...

monster energy drink 20 cals
1 large egg 74 cals
2 slices ready bacon 56 cals

1 coffee 40 cals

tom and onion tuna 80 cals
20 mini crackers 100 cals

monster energy drink 20 cals

8 pickles 6 cals
1 pack of popcorn 100 cals

total: 496 cals

now i wasent planning onn going to the gym, I had planned on going to see ( Read more... )

so day 1 went well but before I start maybe I should explain my "revised" version of abc. I have tried time and time again to complete this diet and always fall short. never make it to week two. not this time i figured out the problem and made it fool proof, and made it more for my life. im a busy person. i work 9.5 hrs at my full time job a day ( Read more... )

What would you give to be perfect?!? What would you sacrafice, friends, family, significant other??

All these and more rush through my head daily. Attempting abc.... but can it really be long term? It could if I was strong enough, so the real question... how much AM I really willing to sacrafice?

I love abc, the feeling of being empty and light. but ( Read more... )