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meadow
Please quit
Poking my Blatter and giving me stretch marks, please come early I can't handle any more pregnancy i want my energy, body, and activities back. IM losing my sanity. Love Mama.
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meadows welcome
Today is our shower, Kyler is here!!! That's my favorite part. My mom has gone above and beyond to make this special... It's awesome! Everyone is coming from my past and I get to show off my husband and our glowing belly.
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Skype!
I just got off of skype with Kyler for the first time, it was fun and I LOVED seeing his face, just like i got to see my baby girls face today!! i am a happy lady, reminds me why i am going to be working my ass off this summer, so that we can be together for our new family to grow in love, live an togetherness ( Read more... ) -
baby girl
I've been calling our baby Musette when I talk to her, in conversation over the phone I said it to Kyler, he hated it, at first I was upset about his reaction...I looked at his pictures with that baby, her name is Sammy...I felt jealous and overwhelmed...so when Kyler and I finally got to talk, I asked who named her And more about that experience, ( Read more... ) -
sleepiness
So I've been opening and as soon as I get home even after only a four hour shift I sir down and pass out, I start hallucinating and I can't get up no matter how much I fight! I have to sleep about 3 hours and I feel like ltd not hood because IM supposed to be going to bed in 4, I feel so tired still. I tried walking around.d,and looking put the ( Read more... ) -
decisions
After discussing my possibly leaving Kyler of course he,makes himself vulnerable and things immediately get better, he,was the problem..IM sucking it up lilacs,sponge, but I still,have guilt and fear. What would my wolf do? if it had a real chance...he called and immediately Kyler starts with the thinking ask me when I had a period in California... ( Read more... ) -
nesting decisions
Is it too old fashioned, or unrealistic of me to expect a kind , supportive, willing and understanding partner when expecting? I think so, because I have thick tall walls against any sadness over this. only boredom and indifference. It's funny how I know just moving in with aleks for the spring, and going on a road trip to the eat coast, living on ( Read more... ) -
hilo
Just isn't that much different than everywhere else. Kyler needs a job, and I need some weed and my aleks. I miss her and I wish we had gone to arcata... Maybe in a year we will go. California is where we should be.. I don't know...
Money is falling out of my ass and there isn't much coming in. I did this for Kyler . Yes I did.
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black birds fluttering octopus wings
Derivatives and it's compliments. Off handed insults not near what they meant..they've got eyes that seduce, and hearts that beat. It's your neck in their nuse, yet you linger,between their sheets..
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