ya so idk...tonight was a really good night. but i also found out that my best friend tried getting with my ex boyfriend...i was totally fucking right the whole time and that pisses me of cuz i was hoping i wasnt the whole time but ugh anyways...shady...but i cant say anything about it cuz it would cause to much problems so i have to pretend it ( Read more... )

halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen


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i just dont care? but umm lookin forward to my cd's coming. and halloween...i need a costume. and umm idk thats about it.

well i thought i had a cold but it turned into pneumonia. i feel so shitty it's not funny at all. i have to stay home till wednesday. everyone is being so weird. i really wish people would just let me live my life...im not anyone's property, i can't just be "handed over" becase u feel like it. thats not how it works. and im sick of all the ( Read more... )

well lucky me, im sick...everyone is sick. my throat is sore and i sound like a toad. and my nose is stuffy. and i just feel like crap. this part of the week is always so long. im so glad i dont have to go to school on friday tho...i strategically made my dentist appointment during the day. anyways...sean hasnt talked to me for a couple days...but ( Read more... )

well homecoming was really fun, i was happy i didnt bring a date. and afterwards i had fun at cody's. james went fucking psyco on ashton's ass. im not gonna get into it, but she definatley has bruises on her neck and on her arms...and i dont knwo what im gonna do about it. he needs to leave her alone, he is so insane. but anyways. one of my good ( Read more... )

well things have been ok i guess...although im not one to admit when im breaking down. and i wouldn't go as far to say im breaking down. i feel like in time i can get over this, but right now i feel as if im going through the hardest part in my life. i have never really felt so depressed. hmm...depressed? im not sure if that is the right word...im ( Read more... )

well sean and i talked...and we're working things out. idk, i wouldnt say we are dating right now... we are kinda just trying to spend time with eachother and figure out if being in a relationship is the right thing to do. so idk whats gonna happen with that, but its been stressing me out like no other lately. on a different note...homecoming is ( Read more... )

ugh i feel so...i don't even know what to call it....non-existant? incomplete? i just don't know. things between sean and i have been shitty lately. it got to the point where i felt like i didn't even know him anymore. he shuts me out. he doesnt tell me what's going on with him or what he's thinking or what he wants to do. i'm sick of having a one ( Read more... )

ugh its the first week of school and ive already missed two days. ive been soo sick it's terrible. i feel like dying it hurts so much. i hate being sick. and i started work yesterday. i pushed myself through it. and i had a good time. and then i have to go back today, and i really dont want to cuz of how crappy i feel but i have too. it sucks. but ( Read more... )