my apartment smells like animals... my brother (who is also my roommate) brought home a baby kitten a couple weeks ago, and a ferret a couple days ago... i like the cat, not so much the ferret... it smells funny. and not funny in a good way ( Read more... )

school. i'm actually at school again. and believe it or not, i actually moved back to CR for this shit. damn... maybe this time i'll actually graduate ( Read more... )

hooray for beer.  the other night, as i managed to sit at the bar and drink and whatever else... the girls convinced me to let 'em dye my hair.

yeah, that was a great idea.

i think i'm gonna shave my head hehe

here i go again.... doing things, those bad things, that i so swore to myself that i wouldn't do again.  well, i guess i lied to myself.   here i am.... craving the things i'm supposed to be saying no to...

dammit, keegan... what are you thinking...

you...

i crave you... i miss you...

things are... different...

well, i knew it was coming.....  it's right what they say:  you dig your own grave.

damn.

honestly, i'm not ready for this shit.  but looking at the current situation, it's not like i really have a choice.

damn.

people have been saying, all my life, not to judge a book by it's cover.  the sad thing is... sometimes the cover is the best part.  other times the book is sealed shut... and you couldn't read it even if you wanted to.  how about the times you find a book that looks great, but when you open the book, the pages are all blank?

people are funny.  ( Read more... )

.....that little voice, eh?

i remember having one.  strange how that works out.

i know you're not talking to me.  but you spoke to me.

i think i'm going out of my mind.  i haven't been able to focus all day today.  my memory is on vacation... can barely remember what i did 5 minutes ago.  then again, maybe this is just me recovering from 17 hours spent at the dizzle yesterday....

damn, there it goes again... definitely just lost my train of thought.  i'm done.

sitting here.... chillin... just thinking about things.  how things have been lately... it's been pretty uneventful, to be honest.  boring, even.  i decided that maybe i should slow down on my escapades, and that is something i have definitely done.  it's not like it's been a long time... but it's been different... which is great, in ways... shitty ( Read more... )

so, i've noticed something lately.  being sober and single really, really sux.  i need a beer.