i really dont know what to do.

ah i really need to lose weight..

i need to get around to doing so though. fuck it makes me mad not having any motivation to lose weight. when i do have motivation ill be scary though.

adios,
kelsey

ah i really am freaked out. it must be bad that im that worried about a simple phone call. just the whole thought of conversation on the phone is insane. i hate talking on the phone. i know i have a cell phone but i never make phone calls on it, i usually just text people. just the thought of having to phone someone makes me just want to die ( Read more... )

i love looking at old photos ( Read more... )

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today i watched some movies. i watched Constantine and The Thing. i still dont know what to think about Constantine, Keanu Reeves isnt that great of actor (even though i love bill and ted alot haha). the thing was alright. then my cousin adam came over and we watched Two For The Money, good movie ( Read more... )

sweet matt good is coming to winnipeg.. one of my favorite artists. its also acoustic so im excited. as of now im going alone but im open to people coming.

i dont know what else to say.

tomorrow im having a movie night with my cousin so it shall be cool.

adios,
kelsey

i need to write up a couple of letters to people. i really dont know yet what im going to say but i believe i need to get out what im feeling when it comes to that person. otherwise im just going to go deeper down in this horrible mess of things. ill probably end up writing the letters but never sending them, or eventually sending them but it ( Read more... )

i feel like no one trually trusts me. i would give everything for anyone and i have trusted many people with my life but in the end i feel as if people cant trust me then how can i trust them? yeah i thought i was a person people can trust but it doesnt seem like anyone does trust me. theres really no reason as to why people cant trust me. i keep ( Read more... )

i dont know who i am anymore at all ( Read more... )