The Beach is awesome, people who smile are great, having sun makes people horny, spring is superb time for mating, love is definitely a better feeling than hate, flowing rivers make you want to pee, convertible jeeps are really fun, guys that call you back are nice, and life is about not moping but the good of it all..

He didn't come! Yeah, his car had supposed issues, hence he decided not to come up here. I don't know why I feel as if it was all a bit rigged so he could stay down there, but whatever, I am not going to read into it. He's a bit of a liar to his other friends, so why would he not lie to me. I decided there are better things to concentrate on than ( Read more... )

I can't figure out what his deal is, but this is confusing the life out of me. So, the other night I slept over NOTHING happened, and I came home thinking, "gosh this is just how it is damnit". THen we didn't talk that day, he wrote me an email the next day and there it is, wow, he writes me to tell me he's going to be coming to the city tomorrow ( Read more... )

I feel like I could puke. i have managed to not slack in the gym area, it's going to be a part of me damnit, and yet I feel so damn sick. I want to just puke today oh my gosh.. hanging with d makes me so damn uncomfortable in my body. I feel I don't want to see him again until I have lost 20 pounds.. is that too much to ask!?!? haha.. I know I ( Read more... )

I find myself missing him and yet instead of being as before, I think this is great, I like the feeling of butterflies, and giddy laughter. Who cares if he doesn't feel that way, because in the end what I really love is having that feeling of being mentally stimulated and feeling this natural buzz. I catch myself now knowing his scent, he's so ( Read more... )

I kind of stopped reading the livejournal for sometime, so don't shoot me if I don't recall the last time you cried, got trashed, or better yet MADE OUT TRASHED.. Man life is so interesting. I was sitting here and thought of something someone always tells me, I'm naturally unable to be sad. I don't like being sad, but there are definitely peopel ( Read more... )

I need to find myself before I get infatuated with someone else

So, hELLO.. I have been a very naughty girl, and a bit on the extreme of emotional feelings, but excuse me if you can.. I promise to change all this soon. So today I realized that the Media Lab was closed and that created more stress in my head. i really hate the video production class as I start to think more and more about it. I would prefer to ( Read more... )

so sit and relax..
:-) I'm doing lovely. I decided to go to see a counselor which seems something that helps with grieving process..

I hope I am never as broke as I was this past month, but instead, I will say, hope the brokeness atleast makes me lose 20 pounds and keep it off.. haha.. I HAVE had some interesting days in the two weeks or so that I have managed to be in the city. I not even at the two week mark in my actual residence.. eeks. Wow. I am going to go to eat my lunch ( Read more... )