To you I give you an image, a drawing of the beauty you let me see, to you I see the stress, y ou are so relaxed, so strong, i wish I could just tell you, how much I yearn for you, and how it is so wrong, i tell myself good night, I hear in mind, words of your voice, the breadth closer than just it is from far, i am not me anymore, I am needed some ( Read more... )

and it is a new year, so why not go home and drink some beer? hehe IT RHYMES, BUT im going to go home and drink some water and sleep for the day, as I am damn cold and hungover ;-)

I wish I could disappear.. they say some of the worst things are moving out, losing a loved one, and breaking up with someone, I went through all three this week. i don't want to hear the phone ring, yet wish it would, I don't want to go outside, yet wish I could go away, I don't want to move, yet i want to start somewhere fresh, I wish I could ( Read more... )

YAY!!! YAY!! gosh.. the hell of Mesa is finally over, it wasn't that bad, it could be worse, but gosh, the life down here is just too chaotic after the mellow time in Nepal.
Yet, I am so happy for this time with zac. I am so happy for it all.

I was going to write about how bummed I was at the reality of the needs to conform to structure to finish things in this society, BUT I decided I would rather write about how a friend of mine made me feeel super special, gosh it was like the best gift. I hope he realizes that was to me worth more than 3 xmas/b-day gifts, so eh, I guess we all like ( Read more... )

okay so today I waited for someone to go in front of me.. it MIGHT SEEM NOTHING big, but man was it hard to not think "im in a rush".. and for some reason this new act of kindness made me smile.. and then I SMILED ALL THE WAY home from my chem test. I think my professor has some major belief that I am going to do well ( Read more... )

thanks, I just don't think anyone reads this that I want to thank, but thanks for you know what, and thanks for being you know what, and sorry for you know why, and I really want to see you, you know when, and I feel you know how that we're you know and this is just a you know what .. way for me to say THANKS ( Read more... )

Wednesday, I was supposed to leave pretty early, but I did NOT. Instead, around noon I was talking to Nick, and we tried to meet up for coffee. I had a good day manh, good day.. the traffic to go home wasn't much by my 7pm departure time, and the family was home and we were hanging out for sometime before z showed up. I had a blast hanging with him ( Read more... )

it's a busy so cal world, full of ups and downs, with things that go in circles, and people filled with doubts, its a busy so cal world, Where I walk around with a slight frown, the girls are pretty, but drive the guys crazy, no one thinks they are better than ugly, where the rich dress nice, the poor girls are easy, and everyone that doesn't ( Read more... )

I love them i love them I love them.. well I HOPE THIS WORKS ATLEAST..

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