hm. so it is now about 4:30 am and i still haven't gone to bed. although, i have been alone since one ( Read more... )

hm.. i haven't posted in awhile. I've had kind of a crazy week but maybe in a good sence ( Read more... )

i've been so happy lately and ever since i started taking sleeping medication and ACTUALLY been sleeping it's been even better. i've been in much better moods and able to handle things calmer ( Read more... )

eww i haven't been sleepingg latelyy. i'll go to bed at like 1 and wake up at 5 or 6 for no reason what so ever. i think my dream could have possibly forced me to wake up cuz i was having a weird ass dream for sure. haha i think i need to cut my bangs because they keep poking me in the eyes.

p.s. it's really hot :]

the way it was BEFORE :/

i wouldn't take it back if i could, but i want to get through this shitty time
it seems like it's just been getting worse
i keep thinking i'm at rock bottom
and then it hits even harder the next time
up and down all around
i fucking hate it

Wow.. my life the past couple of weekss.. is any of this even true? none of this feels real. it feels so surreal. I haven't been in this situation in so long like years. just completely confused with where my life is and where its going and what to do next. So confused. Right now, I know the hard part is the transition, but i think once i get ( Read more... )

Desperate for changing; starving for truth ( Read more... )

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dude this spring break has been so fun already and it's only sunday. well... technically it's monday now but monday hasn't even started yet. i'm so happy i got a car. it's definatly made it ten times better ( Read more... )

if i could tell the world just one thing
it would be that we're all OK