Okay so yesterday was one of the most epic days of my life. All around it was an AMAZING day.
I woke up (way too early) sleeping with my head on the chest of the boy<3 ( Read more... )

what the hell i'm such a mess. one week i'm up one week i'm down. i need to find stability NOW.

i think right now what i'm feeling is just complete happiness. there is absolutely nothing wrong in my life right now (knock on wood!) and i've just been happier and less angry. i've had more energy and felt healthier. i don't know if its adjustments i made in my life or in my mind that is causing me to feel so good but i feel really great. i feel ( Read more... )

i was just "catching up" with an ex boyfriend and i locked my keys in the car and my mom had to come bring me the spare. haha perfect.

such a kelsey thing to do. i love it

life is only as "bad" as you make it seem.

Imagin for a moment, if you can, the world being sane. Imagin no lies, or cheats just what is real. As real as the leaves on the trees or the dirt on the ground. But not the sky. Because the sky is just air that the ocean turns blue and holds no existance. No truth or reality comes from the sky. Just the wrath of God through the rain. I challenge ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking alone in this world. there is no one left that I can trust ( Read more... )

winter formal 07 = a success

very, very fun. i'm excited for prom.

i never realized how lonely i am until i was around three couples who are madly into each other. mm :\

also, i sent him a message.. i said exactally what i didn't want to say to protect my heart. i pushed him away. like always. i hate that i always run or push. one or the other.

i think ( Read more... )

EVERYONE IN THIS GOD DAMN WORLD IS A FUCKING CUNT. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED. I WANT TO HURT YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT MY FRIEND AND I NEVER GOT TO HURT THE FUCKER WHO DID THE SAME THING TO ME. I WANT TO KILL YOU IN THE SICKEST WAY POSSIBLE. I WANT YOU TO FUCKING SUFFER LIKE YOU DICK HOLE MADE MY FRIEND SUFFER. I HOPE THE WORST FOR YOU. THIS WHOLE WORLD ( Read more... )

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep?
Could you paint me better off?
Could you sympathize with my needs?
I know you ( Read more... )