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been sick as of late. lots of conjestion and what not. Got apointments comming up this week. hoping that it goes well. been depressed lots as of late. trying to fix it. been wanting to spend time in the redfern late at night. maybe soon. not too much else to say. still hoping to feel better soon.

I dont feel good.
Physicaly or mentaly.

Hung out with folk tonight. made me sad. dont know why. didnt know what to say to any of them. i feel so out of it. out of the loop or some such.

erev wonder if your friends have a better time when your not there?

Lets see ( Read more... )

hey, I gots a phone.

nifty.

Missed an apointment yesterday. Missed an apointment today. Got one left this week and its in like one and a half hours and I swaer if I miss this one Im a be pissed. Guess this will teach me to lose track of what day it is and such.

On the bright side I reschedualed the apointments. Gotta wait longer but I can still have them so its kinda a so so

I've been angry all day. I think I've walked passed a couple people without saying hi or anything. I think its probably for the best though. I dont really see myself as someone that would be nice to be around right now. I hope I havnt inadvertantly insulted anyone. Maybe I'll be in a better mood or atleast a less abrasive mood tomarrow. I know Im ( Read more... )

So in new and even deeper depths of dickery on my parents part they have sudgested that I wait unitl I am 23 and can sign student loans myself cause they wont co-sign since they don't thing I would pay the loans back ( Read more... )

Lets see. Still getting the same response from every job I try to get. "We'll call you if we're interested". Every damn time. No matter how many times I stop back or call or check in on it. Is there something wrong with me ( Read more... )

Its always irksome to me when I need to use referance material for drawings. I just wish I was cool enough to do it without having something to help. But as it satands I need a digital camera and a resonably curvatious woman in formhugging clothing for some referance pictures.