well, since i do enjoy looking back on these when i get hella bored, i decided that i should write again. it's interesting to check in on what things were like a year ago. a year ago i was emotionally strained because of j, preparing for the concert, working with the queen girls, and finishing up spring quarter ( Read more... )

i could never tell her about this, she'd flip the fuck out ( Read more... )

flying with a head cold sucks ASS. i'm going to be the happiest mf alive if i wake up tomorrow with normal ears. my throat hurts.

i want to be a t.i. siren. hollerbackplayer. i can wear small clothes and shake my shit.

two weeks is a long time. sigh...

unemployment.

That's what I told myself five hundred times: impossibility. I can tell you this much: the word is a great big log thrown on the fires of love.

today has been the slowest day ever. there was really like nothing at all to do, i even started asking people if they needed help with anything. erik has some folders i can audit... i will probably work on those in a little bit here ( Read more... )

it has been an interesting week. started hanging out with cgm. a lot. introduced to a whole new freakin world. i'm overwhelmed, still. but this past weekend has helped put things into perspective. every day we learn more and more about each other. well he's kinda like an open book...so it's kinda more him discovering things about me. one ( Read more... )

a long while. back here at bacio. haven't been here in months. i was kinda lookin forward to the change of scenery, but i'm already bored out of my mind. no one's even come in yet. just been sittin around hella freakin bored, workin on some cca stuff. and that stuff is driving me crazy. i hate workin ( Read more... )

holy shit it's been a long assss day and i am the fucking queen at wasting time. man. so yesterday was shitty. in and out of my hungover naps and laying around the house, i was able to do a lot of writing and thinking. discovered the roots of many problems but am still left without a solution. this past weekend and the weekend before provided ( Read more... )

jeez. what a frikkin weekend.

i have an attention addiction problem, a creative process taiko problem, a fuck love problem, a fuck problem, and an astronomy midterm problem.

i'm getting a new taiko callous. how the fuck do you spell that word.

i'm hungover and really tired and wasting a lot of time like always.

laptops get hot. i've been sitting here working on a paper for the past three hours. the topic is place. a place that feels like home. i'm writing about the japan america theatre stage. and its the most random paper i've ever written. it's weird. i can't decide if i really like it because it's weird. or if it sucks ( Read more... )