i thought tonight would be the perfect night to get caught up in my journal lying under my bed, but my new laptop is just way too tempting. sigh... this thing helps me waste so much damn time. i'm freakin out about all the shit i have to do, but at the same time, wasting a ton of time. whatever ( Read more... )

damn it's already march 9. wtf happened to february? i know what happened to february. get ass ass kick kick ass. holler back player ( Read more... )

so valentines day is stupid right. it's all about money blah blah blah. but i can't say that i'm not disappointed to be spending my first v-day alone in like 5 years. especially cuz last year was so amazing. well whatever. got up this morning, helllla tired. every morning i wake up and contemplate just how important it really is for me to go ( Read more... )

yes, of course i'm supposed to be studying right now. why else would i be on a computer? anywayz, at odegaard w/ mar again tonight. this has become our 2nd home this quarter. totally just cannot stand studying at home anymore. rents drivin me crazy. cannot freakin wait for spring break. hollerrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

well today i sadly say good-bye to my 21 year... yes i am excited for the festivities, because at least everyone else is legal by this time and i'm not goin on a freakin date. but i guess i am feeling uh...not really unhappy...k maybe unhappy and a bit nervous and sad. all together ( Read more... )

oh jeez ( Read more... )

so i guess it's been a long ass while. i started to update a few times but ended up just erasing it cuz there was too much to fill in. been keepin up with the written journal so it's all good. hella pumped to zip through this one so i can start on the one mar gave me for xmas this year ( Read more... )

i had no idea how fast it was comin up. i haven't even thought about what to get people this year. and we just put up our nyekkin tree last night. lol. i am glad that my parents didn't splurge like usual...i think they usually over-do it and it's a waste of money. so this year it's kinda nyek. but it's all good. lol ( Read more... )

why am i so good at wasting time? i'm sure many could challenge me on that one...but for real. i've only got one day left and i'm so unmotivated. still gotta work on finishing my damn workbook and then actually studying for the test. got the kanji down though! got the easy part over with. now i'm just wasting time ( Read more... )

sigh...back to school. no good. i feel like i haven't been here in a long time. basically cuz i haven't i guess. i came on monday and tuesday but wasn't really here, i pretty much already felt like i was on vacation. lol. anywayz ( Read more... )