I'm sick of people making excuses for their behavior, especially when their behavior is hurtful. I don't want to hear it. Own up to the fact that you did something stupid, reevaluate that choice, and move on. Don't justify stupid choices that hurt people.

Seriously, I wonder sometimes what the point of cultivating friendships is. There are very few ( Read more... )

After a week or so spending my time listening instead of speaking, I've come to the conclusion that people seem to like me better when i talk less. This is sad, partially because I have a lot to say and don't have the necessary forum to do so. It pisses me off, but until I can find a way to interject in conversations without breaking up the flow, I ( Read more... )

In the past year, I've made a lot of changes in my life and I'm no longer sure which ones are valid and which are me being someone I'm not. I don't know where I'm going anymore. I'm legitimately lost.

I cut off all my hair, and amazing as it feels, I sometimes miss it. The short hair has caused all kinds of identity crisis, and made it more ( Read more... )

John Mayer has the ability to soothe me when everything is going wrong with my life. Continuum has the power to take my emotional roller coaster and put me back on track. I should have listen to this days ago, but I was so determined to be ok that I wanted it not to be necessary ( Read more... )

I found this on a friend's xanga and decided to fill it out. I need questions I can answer right now. My mind's in a weird place.

1. I love... family, friends, and my girlfriend. I'm happier now than I was, but still conflicted in some ways.

2. Right now I want... it to be August so I can start school and feel worth something again. Also, a job would ( Read more... )

Well, it was eventful to say the least ( Read more... )

The end of the year has jumped out and caught me unawares. I'm not ready for April. There's so much to do, and I feel as though I have no time to get it all done, but I'm somehow able to stay in mostly good spirits. I've been having really confusing dreams that leave me disappointed when I wake up. I groggily make my way to the shower and think, " ( Read more... )

There's been a lot of changes in my life since the last time I filled one of these out. I feel as though I need to purge my system of some of these thoughts. No one is going to know who everyone is, which is new. I'm sad about that, but it can't be helped...not now anyway. That time is past.

1. It was so good to hear your voice today. We don't talk ( Read more... )

Today, on a whim, Derreck, Arielle, and I drove down to Lansing and went to Spiral. It was fantastic. I've never seen the place so packed, and Sabin was there doing his think as usual. The strobe lights nearly gave me a seizure and a creepy chick tried to grab me by the head when I went to go get some fresh air. I think the mohawk has a strange ( Read more... )

Why is it that gay people standing up for their rights leaves straight people feeling uncomfortable? I understand it to some extent, but I just had a conversation over one of my Facebook posts with my uncle that leaves me a little stumped ( Read more... )